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Many months ago I posted my thoughts about my mother's ongoing struggle with mouth cancer here: fav.me/d4p54go
Last Tuesday I learend that this is a struggle she is going to lose. The doctors have told her she won't live beyond this summer or fall. My mother will or would be sixty in late June. She was born in 1952, the Year of the Dragon, the same as myself (76). And now I am trying to figure out how to say good-bye, even as I keep hoping for some miracle, for some mistake discovered or new treatment or second chance. And I have no idea how to say good-bye. I suppose we all have to learn.
5-5 UPDATE: So my sister called. I've found out that my mother is in a great deal of pain, that the cancer was spreading rapidly even with the chemo... that she's already being fed through tubes and the cancer is in her brain. That there really is nothing that can be done except see her while I can.
5-10 UPDATE: So, things might not be as bad as I believed. No, my mother is still dying I am afraid, but my sister might have been wrong about how badly off she is at this stage due to her own fears. I'll just have to keep a watch and hope.
5-17 UPDATE: So... my sister was right after all, at least on some things. My mother is not doing well. The cancer has reached her brain, though to what extent we're uncertain. I have no idea how long she has left, but I am going to try to see her every moment I can. It's difficult, because doing much of anything takes a lot out of her.
Last Tuesday I learend that this is a struggle she is going to lose. The doctors have told her she won't live beyond this summer or fall. My mother will or would be sixty in late June. She was born in 1952, the Year of the Dragon, the same as myself (76). And now I am trying to figure out how to say good-bye, even as I keep hoping for some miracle, for some mistake discovered or new treatment or second chance. And I have no idea how to say good-bye. I suppose we all have to learn.
5-5 UPDATE: So my sister called. I've found out that my mother is in a great deal of pain, that the cancer was spreading rapidly even with the chemo... that she's already being fed through tubes and the cancer is in her brain. That there really is nothing that can be done except see her while I can.
5-10 UPDATE: So, things might not be as bad as I believed. No, my mother is still dying I am afraid, but my sister might have been wrong about how badly off she is at this stage due to her own fears. I'll just have to keep a watch and hope.
5-17 UPDATE: So... my sister was right after all, at least on some things. My mother is not doing well. The cancer has reached her brain, though to what extent we're uncertain. I have no idea how long she has left, but I am going to try to see her every moment I can. It's difficult, because doing much of anything takes a lot out of her.
My Jewelry, Clothing, and Steampunk Galleries
I make things. Lots of things. And they've sort of wound up scattered across a large number of galleries on my DA account.
So here is one journal gathering links to all of my different galleries for these creations.
Let's start with...
Jewelry
I divide up most of my jewelry by material in most cases, and then further into type,though some galleries are based on type instead.
There are some exceptions, and there is some overlap.
Gemstoned
Pieces that are largely natural gemstones or feature major natural stone pieces.
Main Gallery
Necklaces
Pendants
Bracelets
Sets
Miscellaneous
Manmade Adornments
Pieces made up largely or mainly fro
The Raccoon Journals
For three summers I had the privilege to volunteer at my county's wildlife rescue center.
It was exhausting, grueling, dirty work, and I loved every second.
It wasn't always easy. Not all of the animals make it.
But it was worth it. Every second.
These are my journals from that time, with photos and links to videos.
I never did finish uploading my journals from my final summer, I'm afraid. Some day I will.
Also, it began with a rescue the previous summer by myself of a group of baby ground squirrels. That journal is here also.
These journals, and this work, helped me through a tough time. I lost my mother in 2012, and my father sudden
Steampunk Fashion: Use of Color Theory and Metals
Steampunk Fashion: Use of Color Theory and Metals
This is a journal version of my popular Steampunk Color Theory article, since issues with Firefox and some other browsers have made it difficult to see the original, which is still linked above and available in PDF format.
The Steampunk Color Wheel
For those unfamiliar with the term, Steampunk is a both an actual successor of sorts and a spiritual predecessor to Cyberpunk, but where the latter draws from visions of a dystopian and highly technological future, Steampunk draws from the past, or rather a re-imagined past. This past originally centered around the Victorian era of England, but ha
Green Lantern - Star Wars Mashup Icons
This started as a personal project: I've long identified with the Blue Lanterns of hope, and designed my own costume pieces in a steampunk mode; you can find pictures elsewhere in my gallery. I more recently picked up a rainbow Star Wars Rebellion pin I love, and after The Last Jedi embraced the moniker of "rebel scum."
After a long, long time, I decide to change my Twitter background, making use of a melding of the Blue Lanterns and Rebel / Resistance symbolism. I then extended this to my Facebook account as well.
And it went from there. Next came the Indigo Tribe, for my wife, then Red, Yellow, and Orange based on comments from friends
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I'm just a random stranger that was looking through your gallery.
I'm terribly sorry about your mother, I know there is nothing I can really say to make you feel better but I hope you , your mother and family will be ok.
I know how hard it is to deal with something like this but be strong, for your mother.
I'm terribly sorry about your mother, I know there is nothing I can really say to make you feel better but I hope you , your mother and family will be ok.
I know how hard it is to deal with something like this but be strong, for your mother.